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JC I keep spending money I don’t have on music that I cannot live without having on a fucking cassette. I don’t even have a tape player. Favorite track: Sentient.
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iaminfidel Very well-executed metalcore/grindcore. Absolutely furious drumming with some killer riffs and well-placed tempo changes. You'll love it when blastbeats give way to a killer breakdown or groove. Favorite track: Sentient.
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Yasin Knapp this music is metal af \m/ i just wish this cameron guy wouldn't scream so much, his throat must hurt and he must be real angry :/
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released June 14, 2019

Apostle is:
Cameron Austin - Bass/Vocals
Michael Thomas - Guitar
Evan Price - Drums
w/ Murice White, Susan Reyes, and Laura Pfeifer

Produced by Matthew Washburn
Recorded at LedBelly Sound Studio February - March 2019
All songs by Apostle
All songs © 2019


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Apostle Marietta, Georgia

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Track Name: Sentient
Love cannot exist without pain

Burned the oak
Severed the vine
Scatter my ashes
Nothing grows

Either wolves feed
Or elk starve
Watch my forest die
Still the world turns

Either wolves feed
Or elk starve
Watch my world die
The forest burns
Track Name: Prey
Android: breath of life; stillborn
Consume and purge, Sufferer
Tear out my heart
Tear me apart

You will never
Know what pain is

Tear out my heart
Fill it with wires
Tear me apart
Solder me together

You will never
Know what pain is
When you’ll never
Know what love is

Track Name: Taketh
A goddess’s ire
A death without sting
A virgin on fire
A harp without strings

I tasted the flesh
I sealed the threshold
I cut off my head
I begged for the end

Beg for the end
Track Name: Nearer My
One of us will drown the other
One will rest upon the pyre
I swear I saw Valhalla
I am nothing, I am alone

Drain the blood from my veins
For your children to feast
Save your hymns for the harvest
The Messiah still weeps

The Messiah still weeps

(Save your hymns for the harvest)
Track Name: Phantom Limb
God in the murk
Moths to the flame
Bound at the alter
I want to believe

Bleat of the lambs
Eye of the lion
Stabbed in the back
Forever a ghost

One day we’ll stare at the sun
As we fall on the sword of Saul

Hand in hand, we dig our graves
Tongue in cheek, we speak of your will

I pray you one day
Feel unburdened
Track Name: Amor Eterno
I’ve been cast away
I pass the time staring at the water
Though I feel the beak within my side
I still soar among the eagles
There’s a fire burning within my heart
My eyes are open
My days are numbered

Drowning in my pain
We’re one and the same

God is real
So is His anger
We’re one and the same

Drowning in my pain

Wherever you go, will you take me?
Wherever you die, will you haunt me?

I am nothing without you
Without you I’m nothing
Track Name: Sparrow
Barely breathing in your sleep
I can feel your sorrow

Sparrows nesting within the thorns
Come winter they’ll forget me
Sparrows nesting inside my heart (head)
Come winter they’ll forsake me
Track Name: Stasis
I feel your presence
But there’s nothing behind me
You walk right through me
I feel nothing inside
But I feel you

Holding me down
Yeah, I feel you
Holding me down

You’re faceless
And your voice is faint
I failed you
Do you even remember my name?

If I tore my heart out
If I told you everything
I wouldn’t even know where to begin
I feel nothing inside
But I feel you

Holding me down
Yeah I feel you
Holding me down
Track Name: Abandoned
Hold my head beneath the blood of the moon
Drag my body in the autumn breeze
An apparition with a sword in-hand
Or a corpse within a shallow grave
No one will ever offer me forgiveness
And nothing will absolve me of my woes
There’s a sea between my past and my potential
And I am anchored at the bottom of it all

A life wasted
Abandoned; biting at the ropes to save me from myself

I am not one of you
Track Name: Mother
I am nothing
I am alone
I am obsolete

There is water flowing in the distance
I have seen the barren womb
Wounded fawn, I swear
This arrow was never meant for you

I will cast myself into the fire
When my dark days are through
Wounded fawn, I swear
This arrow was not for you

Am I a burden?

If my body casts a shadow
I will stare into the sun
I will go back to my mother
I will show her what I’ve done

Pain cannot exist without love

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