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Sulk
03:38
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Draped across my face there was smile. But, I cannot recall, the last time I felt it’s creases change the folds of my skin. I know the reason that I’ve forgotten the cause of my anguish, this pain welling inside of me
This pressure, crushing me into something beautiful. A mental burden that I can not contain. This is all of me
Days run together. No sense of time. The absence of light, encasing my being. This is not what I asked for
Somber and bleak are the walls that surround me. Stand on my feet, only to lay back down. Fighting against my inclination
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Pain
02:07
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Lash after lash, on my exposed back
Giving me no rest. Clasping my own neck
Self-taught abuse. Re-opening my wounds
With time comes no relief.Consuming me, with apathy. I cannot speak
I’m hurting. Acknowledge my pain. It cursed me. Tell me of another way
To be a product of where love ends and hate begins is to know that you are shackled to the ground. To shed light on the circumstances
was never enough to free my mind
Fuck
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Starve
04:45
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Infinity approaching all directions
An endless hunger. As is my thirst. A long dark hole in front of and inside of me. A flavor so bland, as the air I breathe, is now perfumed by the scent of dying leaves
A vacant gut. An empty maw. Uncertainty and consequence, I can hear their beck and call. Traveling the distance of an undetermined length. Arms splayed out in front of me, with no soil to crawl upon
Reaching out into timless obscurity, I understand it’s absolution. As it ebbs away, back into oblivion, remains only the weight of suspension
So incomplete is my understanding. As that of a blossom, withering away. I’m reminded by how it looked in the spring, only to be drained of it’s former glory
Endless suffering. There is no light. Head above the surface of the loam that I’m surrounded by. Unearth my limbs. Unleash my grasp. Uncovering potential, beneath the dormant tallgrass
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Frown
02:51
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Force of habit. Enslaved by instinct. Trapping myself by struggling to escape from it. Clawing my way out of this sense of futility. Further and further becomes my resolve. Now, a silhouette, painted against the dusk. As it dissapears into a dreary memory of what I could once maintain
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Wrung
03:37
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Unkempt vines. Wrapped around each limb. Frozen in time, with separation dissipating from my mind. To look forward at how I’ve fallen behind
Over the horizon, all is still, as I yearn
Years have passed. Embers die for me to rise from the ash. Day after day. Suspended, as I fix my gaze.
I feel so alone
How are you?
Alone
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Apostle Atlanta, Georgia
Blackened and Atmospheric Chaotic Hardcore from Atlanta, GA.
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