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Loathe within, loathe without. Weep in silence. I've waited all my life. Drifting unto northern lights. Feral heart now beating docile. Sympathetic settings suns: lightyears apart, lightyears away. This is sorrow. This is separation (godspeed). This is failure. This is dying on a hill (godspeed). Euphoric, somber defeat as we howl into the dark. No sound. No light, yet Wild Eyes I'm burning into ash. I hear you howling. Wasting my years. A crown of thorns won't mend a broken heart. The vultures soar above me as I stare into the sun. The widow's grief is only healed by widow's bloodlust. You held my heart inside your hands, I'll hold you for eternity.

[For Dmitri]



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